J.

2009-11-15T18:11:00.003+08:00

'O's finally OVER!

Yes after a gruelling 1 year, I can safely say that I pwned most of the subjects.
But I didn't do so well got my pure chem practical though, the colour is wrong.
I think I add the wrong thing or I didn't heat it up to the exact temperature.

I can go to a good JC I presume.
Raffles JC, Hwa Chong JC, Nanyang JC, Victoria JC, Anderson JC,
Are my current ones in mind.

I hope can get in at least one of them.

For a 19 year old in JC, sigh. Shouldn't have left for America years ago.

2009-10-25T16:27:00.000+08:00

Jay Sean

(Intro)

Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down
Ooh (ohhh)

(Verse 1)

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, i wanna see how you lose control,

(Bridge)

So leave it behind ’cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

(Chorus)

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

(Verse 2)

Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I’ll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,

(Bridge)

So leave it behind ’cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,

(So why don’t we run away)

(Chorus)

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

LiL Wayne
(Verse 3)
Even if the sky is falling down like she supposed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, ’cause to me she zero degree,
She cold, overfreeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
now can i be her soldier please,
I’m fighting for this girl,
I’m a battlefield of love,
Don’t it look like baby cupid sent his arrows from above,
Don’t you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
and honestly im down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh

(Chorus)

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down

2009-09-11T00:05:00.002+08:00

School's cafeteria lunch. I always eat this when I was studying there.
Some beef, egg, baked beans and tomatoes.

Lowell didn't change at all. So are feelings. To see you guys graduating....
And I'm retaking my 'O's this year because I WAS IN SF 2 YEARS AGO.
Fuck, if not I'm either 'A's this year or sophomore at some poly....

Crazy planets at facebook. Look at this idiot. HAHAHA LOL!!!
Okokok don't kill me. But only you play facebook what, what to do?

If I've kept you too close, it's because I wanted to keep you longer.

2009-09-05T02:52:00.004+08:00

Second day @ Sf!!!
According to my watch, it's around 2.45am at Sg now.
It's 1pm now, just finished lunch with my mum and Edi.

Caught up with Fran, my ol' mate.
Not Francis, but Franklin. Like his name.
Still a skaterboy, I admire him very much.

Check out the hot guy and his new pet, Salazor.

What the fuck! His pet is sick lah!
He sleeps with it leh, wtf.
It's got it's fangs removed, but, don't snakes swallow alive?
What the fuck. I felt traumatised and it threatened my presence.

Update later. Going back to Lowell to meet old classmates.
Miss the girls. ^^ HAHAHA WTF sounds like lao ti ko.

2009-09-03T00:18:00.003+08:00

Bought this finally, new love!!!
My old N93 dropped into the toilet bowl... LUL.
Sold for $130 to retailer somemore... Hahahaha!!!
Loved the new qwerty keyboard.

Going to visit my mum with Edi @ Sanfran tomorrow!
4th Sept - 25th Sept away from Singapore!
Dont miss us, LUL.

Wahkao man, I sound so gay.

2009-08-27T00:25:00.003+08:00

I love the view from Peishi's house.
Look faraway, like there's a mountain to be seen over there. See it not?
My camera failed zzz.

Nice clouds by the way.

2009-08-15T00:40:00.000+08:00

不要再让我误会，不要对我亲切，不要令我动摇。

2009-08-09T00:40:00.005+08:00

Hai to myself.
I promised before I'll post up my cool side view... So, here goes.

I miss my old hairstyle. So hot huh?!
Are you drooling over me? :p

It's a god damned holiday tomorrow and I still have work.
Fucking pissed #$%^&*($%^&*((*&^&*

Zuhid called me this morning at 4.15am.
Smlj?!?! So early call me want go eat prata a not...
Fuck sia prank call. You die bro!

2009-08-03T15:30:00.001+08:00

Fucking bored lah...
Later working until 11.30pm, what the fuck siol...
Jun took my jacket. Fugly shit don't know put where.

Boring...

2009-07-31T21:05:00.002+08:00

Post dedicated to you.
Blog dedicated to you.
I dedicate myself to you.

July one: Game on.
I behaved badly that day at the park. I'm sorry.
But I don't regret my actions. Because that makes you think through.
If that move isn't made, we wouldn't have been this far.

July two: First interwined hands.
You're in those clothes. I really think that it's cute.
No kidding, but I'm speaking the truth. It made my heart skipped.
I know you don't like being in those, but occasionally, it's good. ;D

Went to Orchard that day.
For god's sake eat more gain fats please.
I like seeing you eat. Heex.

Held hands. ><

July five: Some bullying.
Do you know? I like seeing you paying your utmost attention on me.
Since you have been hostile for not giving time to meet me,
I see that I should give you some punishment! :P

It paid off, cause you told me not to ignore you.
Was happy for myself. Didnt tell you though. Now you do know.

July seven: One week.
One week, we're busy. Thought that counts.

July nine: Pissed at your words.
Was angry with you. Do you know? I hate you for that.
I don't like you talking about the people in my presence.

July thirteen: Emotional trauma.
Stayover? It's just one day or so.
Eh, just have some sense will you? Don't come into a guy's room and sleep.
Zzz am I that safe in your eyes. Thats why I have to uphold that image...

I stole something from you, heex.
Don't worry, even its now, you're welcomed to come here when you have problems.

July sixteen: I see my picture in your blog.
What the hell. You put my face in your blog. Ok maybe just hair.

July seventeen: Apologies.
Sorry I pang seh you.. Happy dating with your dad, yo.

July twenty: Happy birthday.
It's your birthday. But this year it's abit special.
Ken wanted to celebrate it together, so yeah.
Throughout the past years, we've been together.

Got you a necklace from SKJ.
Damn it cost me a bomb please. Lucky I'm working.. Can afford.
With a pearl. It should suit you, I guess.

July twenty four: Sick.
You had a fever. Thus postponed our outing to Changi.
But you came to met me. I guess that was helpful? Kiss on forehead.
Takes fever away. My theory. :)

July twenty eight: My turn to sick, happy.
I don't like you to skip school. Affects GPA.
But you still accompanied me to the polyclinic.
Cause I'm unwell and popo's rheumatism acting up again, Jun cmi.

You took time off your studies to take care of me again.
I must say I prefer chicken congee to fish congee. Hahahaha!!!
I wasn't asleep, so I know you gave me a kiss on forehead too. You dono! :P

July twenty nine: Hugged.
Went to see Harry Potter.
It's kind of cool huh, Hermione and Ron.
I know you don't like, purposely drag you one. HAHAHAHA noob!!!

Jun was such a big fucking lightbulb.
Found the chance to escape though. Thanks for not pushing me away. :)

July thirty first: Ended.
It's today lah... Eh game over already. I already know your answer.
Throughout this few weeks together, well literally "together",
It's been fun. Thanks girl. Now I give up. Willingly.

Finally: Some conclusions.
It's time for you to be independent too, don't always rely on me liao...
You need to settle your own issues yourself. Alright?
From today onwards, I declare that I'm over you! No more. :)

Anyway, if anybody bully you, I'm very willing to go beat them up.
Hahahahaha I'll just "accidentally" bump into them at the MRT.

I must say short hair suits you as well. Since you're so messy. HAHAHAHA!

2009-07-29T21:50:00.003+08:00

Harry Potter-ed with Peishi and Jun.
Pulled her go watch because its gay to go with your twin brother.
A few random chats sent me thinking.

Have you ever thanked for having friends?
What about those who's left out and doesn't have some form of support?

"I don't feel lonely."
"Even if I'm alone, I can still live on."
"So what? I'd already experienced 10 years having no friends."
"It's always been, just me. Nobody else."
"So thats why, being treated so warmly, being cared for, I'm really not used to it."
"大家都说我很坚强，只有你叫我别逞强。"

Well... Now you have your semester two clique. Those people. If you're reading.
You know what I'm talking about. Thanks for being there for her. :)

And our bunch. Those insane people.
Most importantly, you have me. I'll be there when you need me.

The expression you made when you said that makes me wanna protect you so much, so much.
I couldn't leave you to others, because I knew they won't do it as much as I do.

2009-07-26T16:25:00.002+08:00

WHAT THE FUCK. Terry got tickets for Ken and James never get for me.
They're at the stadium now, watching Liverpool vs Singapore later.
Where the heck did they get the tickets anyway?
I hate you guys. _l_

Initially, planned to go Bugis to meet Zuhid and gang.
They wanna go hook up some girls, get their numbers.
Since my aunt coming, so... I pangseh them.

My aunt came over to see popo, brought a few snacks too.
Look at that glutton twin of mine, Edison the pig, gobbled them up in 10mins.
I haven't touch yet. My soda.. :'(
Fuck you brother. Leave some for me lah..

Got a slight cough already.
Thanks to someone. Thanks arh... Faster get well lah.

Blogger's giving me problems uploading pictures.
Apparently noob dug up some old pics of mine from her hard dish.(LOL)
I realised my side view is damn hot. Shall upload next time.

2009-07-25T16:00:00.001+08:00

Bad day at work.. No mood to do anything.
I need to focus on work, not own emotions.

2009-07-22T20:32:00.002+08:00

9 more days. Mixed feelings.
I don't want this to end.
But this is inevitable isn't it?

Lets just, enjoy the remaining time together, shall we?

2009-07-20T10:16:00.001+08:00

Hai noob.

Happy 18th birthday!

2009-07-16T23:09:00.000+08:00

Fucking cool!

2009-07-15T22:44:00.000+08:00

See lah, last minute study for your Marketing!
You confirm buang already lah, now complain for what?
Go burn some midnight oil? Hug buddha leg? No.

Go grab some sleep and study in the morning.
I have to study also. Zzz.

I feel a lil' depressed cause you praised other guys and I don't like it.

2009-07-13T23:49:00.001+08:00

I've an intruder in my room. I repeat, intruder.

Yes and I'm taking her complains again.
Where to find someone as good as me?
Cause my major loss to Edison at dota, smlj..

So yea, 14th, second week.
I don't want you to skip lessons alright? your GPA already cui.
Learn to plan yourself, stupid.

So when the clock strikes midnight, you know our fantasy ends.
I'll be responsible to deliver you back home safe and sound.
(ps: It's not I want to end, but you have school.)

2009-07-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

Do you know?
I am not those guys that addresses their other those meek nicknames.
Unfortunately, I can't bring myself to use those "sweet" terms.

And I'm glad you aren't one of those people as well.
We're very much different from the ordinary,
Hence, let me use my own way to love you.

We're busy with our own stuffs these few days,
Let's make some time out for each other, shall we? ((:

早くまた会いたいな、
一緒にいると楽しいよ、
君と僕、二人のために、
大好き大好き大好き！

2009-07-07T23:41:00.000+08:00

One week. I'm still trying. I'm not giving up.

Although there isn't much difference,
Thanks for not pushing me away tonight.

Don't make me worry, you stupid dimwit.

2009-07-06T22:56:00.000+08:00

I tell you a secret.
My grandma is in labour.

Kidding.
I guess I'm too stressed up by work.

I met a bloody customer today.
Smug alcohol inside, then vomit after getting drunk.
Fucking hell we need to clean up his mess. _l_

No OT.
Manager mouth move only.
Smlj we all work there be vase.

Aiyah fuck lah.

2009-07-05T16:14:00.000+08:00

Hai, I'm back to blogger after years of livejournal.
Better skins, better organisations I think. I can arrange things in order.
First, let me thank Peishi for the everything. Cause I suck at it a lot.
The main purpose of the post here to you bitches is:

Sorry I'm taken.

Yeap. And I'm sure is. I think I waited long enough too, don't I?
When was it. I felt nothing but remorse and regret since Sec 2.
Why did I let the chance slip away from me so easily. I've paid my price.

Since Thursday. Although I see it quite frequently, I cant help but have the thought,
Now you're finally looking like a girl. Lul... Ok no offence, HAHAHA! So yah. I'm glad.
Look, trust me. You have my word. Yes I will. Hahahahaha damn I'm cheesy.

Be glad you got me ok stupid! It's your dumb luck.
I'm doing a good deed to the society. Be thankful ok!

Hee, don't angry lah, kidding only lah, walao, you won't so petty one right?
inoh ss!w !